Please read this whole thing, it really is positive even though I become negative at often times, and lets inform everyone for the better.

I am so bored and can’t sleep so I decided to get back on this shit, then I saw while I really left. This is a pathetic site. I know, I know. I will probably be the most hated person on this site after writing this. Let’s start off with some backing for you tumblrs, now I will be going on MY experiences with tumblr. I, having depression, dealt with drug issues, thrown into mental asylums and called unstable, was a follower of many depression blogs, including self-harm blogs. Almost ALL of these blogs are negative, now this is where you will try to argue with me, and lose. Yes, many of these people attempt to help others with possible messaging through the ask system etc. BUT, these are the same blogs who post vulgar images of self-harm. ALL of which, set people off. NOW, anyone who has studied psychology at all will have an idea what I am talking about, if you haven’t don’t try to argue with me, you don’t understand what you are talking about( it’s not your fault, it’s just a lack of education in the area of human psychology and interaction.) There is 3 “parts,” of your brain.

Your conscious which is what you are thinking what now, for example the words your brain is processing while reading this.

Your Sub-conscious this is where those deep memories are kept, maybe something you remember from your child hood, or a Near death experience(NDE) or any high stress moment in your life which you will maybe not always be able to recall but it’s there, trust me. But when things come up which cause you to access this part, you will know it such as cravings and other things.

Now, onto the most difficult explanation. 

This 3rd part, which is hardly understood what-so-ever and even understudied due the lack of information even doctors of psychology have trouble with this.

I am speaking about your I.D. Yes, id, short for identification this is where you as a person is made up, you are always accessing this part but you will never know it.

I could write pages about it and I wouldn’t even touch the beginning of it, even if I wrote everything I know you couldn’t understand it, and I only understand maybe 1 in 1 billionth of it.

Now some of you may ask, well if there’s that much and you can’t access it how would we know anything about this, how do you? It doesn’t make sense! ajshashsjashjdah!

Well, there is one word, psychics. Now, I know many people may not believe in them or whatever your views on them are, I am not here trying to make you. Because rather you want them too be, or believe them to be, they’re here. How do I know? My whole family is made up of them, I am one. My whole family has been used for it, in a lot of cases would surprise you. Now, I can’t say too much because I don’t know my limits and don’t want to get in trouble. It’s not odd for the government, individuals of power and so on to use a psychic medium for help.

I really need to stop writing or I will write for hours upon hours..SO let me get to my point.

Dear tumblrs, I need your help. I know many people come here for positive reasons and think they’re getting them, but they’re not. It’s a fact that you will have to face. Tumblrs with eating disorders STOP following blogs that all the post is unhealthy, skinny, girls. It will make your disease much worse, and STOP using these unhealthy ways to not eat. When your body send signals to your brain that you’re hungry, it is because you ARE. It doesn’t want you to drink water till you just feel full, it is asking for nutrients. 

Those with self-harm problems, STOP following these blogs that post si images, gifs all of that. You’re making yourself worse. I know you want to disagree with me and believe it helps find you closure or it’s no use it won’t help you but it goes back to you I.D. It is the disease talking for you. You HAVE to fight it. 

And to those blogs mentioned above, PLEASE I beg of you, stop what you’re doing, and if not at least share this with your followers so they can be correctly informed.

Now, I know that is no where close the all the problems people have but those two effect me personally, but almost all disease is the same, follow those steps for everything. 

My dream? To pass this around tumblr, inform them. Yes, I am soakinginthebloodofangels-.tumblr.com You can hate me all you want, go ahead send me messages. Do I honestly think this will get passed around tumblr? No, I highly doubt this will get 10 notes, probably 5 if that. Besides, I am just a 15 year old boy, what do I know? Good luck tumblr, I don’t care if 10,000 people hate me for this IF this even helps 1 person just a tiny bit, I have accomplished what I set out for. Bye everyone.